Anonymous asked: You should learn how to forgive and forget. I realized you always mention about Heavenly Father and Jesus and all. I am a Christian myself. I want to learn to be like Jesus and God and the Holy Spirit in many ways. Be forgiving, be obedient etc. I am trying hard to follow the commandments. Also, be optimistic in every ways! Can you do that? Don't keep thinking that your mother, family, friends and whoever don't love you. Just because your family is broken, but I believe your mother is trying hard to be a father to protect you too. Don't mind me, but I think that there is one rule that is very important. Always be obedient. Like how Adam and Eve wasn't obedient on listening to Heavenly Father's words when he said don't eat the fruits.

No, We don't know each other personally, but, no offense, I saw how you treat others. Maybe because you don't know them well, or maybe because you were feeling moody that day... I don't know exactly why you did it.

Everyone has a great fall once that changes their life forever. I had mine. It changes my life forever. Three yrs ago, I was that young girl full of faith & hope. That girl dont exist anymore. After so much that I have done or tried, my life still have to crash, with people including my family hurling hurtful words at me. I’m still trying very hard to get back on track with God. Unless you have been through this, if not you will never understand what kind of crap I’ve been thru or why I do/say certain things. It was never easy to pretend a smile when all I ever do is to breakdown. It was never easy to fight depression almost all alone yet telling people “I am okay”. I’m doing it all alone because I have no idea how to tell my friends that I’m not okay. Happiness don’t double when shared, but sadness does double when shared. I can’t be so selfish to bother people w my own problems & it wont be solved anyway.

Anyway, can I know too where did you saw me at? I would like to guess which group of people am I with. You are really amazing. We do not know each other yet you found my blog. I have no idea what level is not treating others well. I learnt to treat certain people in a very indifferent manner because I have been hurt. Sometimes I just have to build my wall of defense. Once bitten, twice shy.