I don’t like this feeling.
As much as I look excited about going aussie, I cring at the thought of going over.
Its ALOT of money involved.
I am going to be alone. No friends, no family, nothing.
No one to talk to when I’m about to breakdown. No skype, no msn.
My whole life is going to change.
Worst of all, no one understands why I have to put myself in such difficulty.
Its not funny with my parents talking to me all the time with all the bitterness, anxiety & whatever negative emotions.
The next three months is going to be crazy.
Please dont breakdown. It’s going to be worth it many yrs down the road.
