Daily life
Haven’t been really on tumblr ever since I started uni last year.
Just some random post to help me remember some stuffs in ten years time.
I mean, I dont want to look back in ten years to realise that I remember nothing about this season of my life.
So life have been pretty good, with A LOT of ups & downs (: and my never ending activities.
There were days that I just felt like I’m at the top of the world.
Others, I just felt like I would rather die.
I thank God for God Himself.
The past few months have been pretty torturous emotionally.
It started with nights I cried myself to bed, then my heart ache so much that I couldnt cry neither could I sleep. But I’m so glad that God showed up and spoke in those tears and in that silence. So assured that even if the whole world gave up on me, God wouldn’t.
I have sorted myself out a little bit more this summer.
I figured my ideal man out, and spotted one in the midst of my friends. Or maybe I felt comfortable and thought that’s my ideal man. This has got me anxious to know if this was a God’s plan or we are not mean to be. Well, I have got almost two years to find out. I mean I could have confess & all, but it’s not going to be fair to him or neither being so far apart during the honeymoon period is going to help build a strong lasting relationship.
I have too figured out what I wanna do in future.
I’m working very hard on it. Dreams will only stay dreams if we don’t work hard for it. I rather pay with tears & sweat now than to regret forever that I did not put in any effort. And how difficult can it be to force myself to do physical trng? I’m not even dreaming to do medical.
Till here XXXX
