December 2009
24 posts
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todayilived:
Today, I broke down. I realized that I’m growing up and that life is getting harder and harder. I learned that it’s okay to cry and let out feelings once in a while, but it’s not going to get us anywhere. Life goes on and we can’t do anything about what happens. Things were given to us for a reason and God knows we can do it.
I felt like giving up. With so many things to do and so...
Totally not in the holiday mood or festive season joy, so much reports and projects to rush. Hellbuns, i want to go hongkong alone! If only money isnt a problem.
Ultimate stubborness! I just refuse to not put on contact lenses though something is wrong with my left eyes when i put on contacts. I refuse to go to the optician because im afraid that there is really something wrong and people will show their concern out of pity. That’s what i never want, and that’s why i never collapse or breakdown in public during the hardest time. So left eye,...
信 - 让每个人都心碎
I have to meet 2 person for meals and 3 person for shopping/hangout after my common test. The problem is, i only have 3.5 days. Someone tell me what to do.
Hopping mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Something is wrong with my left eyes. For like the past two weeks, i could feel discomfort :( best part, i kept blinking and tearing like mad. I suspect something got stuck there or my eye spoil o.o
Girls Aloud - Can’t Speak French
Nose block, fever, cough has got me sleeping at 10.30pm the last few nights with my phone on silent. Totally sufficient sleep though i wake up sometimes to stop the vibration of my phone and people will only text me in the day. Makes me very happy. How i wish i have the luxury of time everyday. Yar kkkkkkkk, im heading to bed soon. I cant stand the blocked nose, its crazy!
I will never never never never never let my mum take care of my kids. Im going to bring them away from her as far as i can. I never want my kids to influence by her, even by a little bit. I will scrap her clean from their lifes.
Cant wait to turn 18 and learn driving! At least BTT first. Driving practical is about 40 bucks per hour. Shall go ask dad if he wanna pay for me. Heeeee
I just realised, december term break is NOT a break at all. It’s just dont have to wake up early in the morning.
Deadlines after the break: PMT proj Medchem proj Medmicro proj Medmicro report for 3,4,5 Pharmcotherapy tutorial Marketing proj And i dont knw if there is still anything. I’m considering to bring my laptop to korea but its such a hassle. Maybe i shld consider staying home...
I should stop being such a neat freak for once in my life. Dont you think so?
My kind of life, you will never understand. I hate it when people always ask for their part, and when i need mine, they dont reply. Hey, we are team mates. I’m not always doing well and all okay. I have problems and emotions. I try my best to do my part every weekend not because of any status, but i saw a responsibility and a gap to be filled. Each time i fail, i tell myself that i will do...
苏芮 - 亲爱的小孩
Changing from specs to contacts after wearing specs for 10 hours makes me feel giddy and nauseas :L shldnt have done that.
